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Fated To Live Thru' My Buried Self
By Sanjay Desai
 When I am not in the present,
My mind is chugging and wallowing with memories of the past, Murakami says its the fuel Burnt, to stay alive. When I am not in the present, and my mind is in fantasy inevitably arising from some past, a memory again, burnt to stay alive? Could I say it fills up the emptiness of my present? I fill up my emptiness, Whether in watching a movie or a reality show, Whether in following a Celeb on social media, even loving children having fun, or empathizing with anyone’s story of pleasure and pain. So why do I fill up my emptiness, with memories, or fantasies, or identifying with another? Don’t they represent my own Un-expressed sub-conscious in different ways? Even when I am in love, Its because she expresses Or provokes that deep part of me, I am not able to access within me. Our most compulsive calling is to seek out our Subconscious, We fill up our life with it, that’s the fuel, that keeps us alive. ConsciousSanjay February 2019 About the author: A corporate professional turned entrepreneur, Sanjay Desai’s true passion lies in stimulating evolutionary change. Through ConsciousLeap, he seeks to trigger the spark of consciousness, using the literary and arts media to engender self-reflection and self-awareness. Log on to https://www.theconsciousleap.com to know more about his latest endeavor and follow https://www.consciousleap.life for his latest writings. You can also follow him on https://twitter.com/conscioussanjay Image: https://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-gray-sneakers-1554613/ |
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