I have always found that light workers have exceptionally hard journeys when on their Earth experience. Judging by the fact that I am a born psychic coming from many generations of psychics, healers and mediums before me, I figured that I would have chosen some very interesting challenges prior to me coming back down to Earth. Hell, was I right!
We seem to choose more difficult paths on each incarnation, I assume to reach ascension and to add more colour and knowledge to our ever developing souls. This time round has certainly been no picnic for me but I do feel that each crash in my life has brought further wisdom and lessons that have proved exceptionally valuable for my future endeavours.
I have worked exceptionally hard as a full time psychic medium for fifteen years. Prior to this I was a Police Detective so my readings took place at night after I had been investigating major crime in the day! I was medically retired from the police after being injured saving someone’s life.
The spirit world hounded me until I surrendered and became a full time medium in 2003. I was travelling Europe doing live mediumship demonstrations, seminars and workshops and touring with the late Colin Fry. I was a regular columnist in many spiritual magazines and had a two year waiting list for personal readings. I had also been on a beautiful programme called Angels which ran for two seasons on Sky TV. I starred in many other programmes and live TV appearances. Let’s just say I was very much flying high and loving every minute of it helping people globally with my gift.
There comes a time though, it could be a split second or a slow daunting collapse into a dark abyss that hits you right when you least expect it.
Mine came in the shape of a road accident.
That accident left me bedbound for five years. I lost my faith in the Universe, the angels and the spirit world as I assumed that they had forsaken me.
I became homeless, lost every material possession that I had worked so hard for as a Detective in Essex Police as well as a full time Psychic Medium and Angel communicator.
I lost my life, my home, my partner, my career, my health, was in severe debt, I lost my friends and quite frankly my will to live. I had nothing but myself for company and when you hold demons from a life time of trauma and abuse, your own company is not a welcome environment. I had to face ‘me’ for the first time and it wasn’t pretty.
I was diagnosed a year after the accident with severe M.E (Chronic fatigue Syndrome) and Fibromyalgia. I knew nothing of the conditions apart from a vague recollection of it being referred to as ‘Yuppy Flu’ in the 80’s.
It stole everything from me.
I laid year after year in agonising pain and exhaustion, unable to leave my bed dealing with a lottery of over 200 symptoms from day to day.
I longed to go back home to the spirit world and end my misery. Suicide comforted me every day providing me with a sublime exit from this nightmare. The only thing that kept me from it were my two little rescue dogs who cuddled up to me urging me to survive.
However, everything happens for a reason and this was no exception.
I slowly realised that I had not been forsaken, I had just blocked out those celestial beings through anger, shock and depression.
Small miracles and synchronicity started to take place, the first being my ten minute visit by my dad in spirit who knew I was in crisis. I started to receive angelic visits and all I can say is the miracles that they pulled off were astounding. Those powers that be, dragged me back from a vile darkness that I never want to experience again. They showed me how to embrace the light. I was taken through the most stringent spiritual boot camp that I could have imagined, ridding me of my demons, self-belief systems and self-worth which was in a desperate state and I didn’t even realise. They had patience though, my goodness did they have patience as I was dragged along kicking and screaming. I resented everything they wanted to teach me and help me with. They were relentless in recreating me into a complete and enlightened being.
During my bed bound days when I was well enough, I kept a soul journal of everything that took place. I noted down my symptoms, emotional wellbeing and mental health. I also noted down the miracles, synchronicity and celestial visits that I received on a regular basis. My guides never left me alone to the point that I honestly thought I was hallucinating. The only thing that proved their presence were my two little dogs Teddy and Mia who would bark at every supernatural visitor that came in attendance.
The journal proved to be invaluable.
Towards the end of my journey the angel realms told me to write a book which would highlight the plight of chronic illness sufferers but would also bring a fundamental message of hope and the absolute fact that we are not alone irrespective of our beliefs.
I did not think for one minute that I could pull it off as an author! But when I was miraculously offered column after column in magazines out of the blue I realised that the angel realms and spirit world wanted to change my approach to reaching the masses, through the power of the word.
I tentatively sent my book out, a memoir of my journey to publishers and was amazed (just as the angels had predicted) to get a deal.
M.E Myself and I: Diary of a Psychic details the most remarkable journey from suicidal despair to absolute peace and abundance. It is a brutally honest depiction of a miraculous journey surviving chronic illness and thriving to a level of spiritual abundance and happiness that I never thought I could achieve.
So if you are interested in anything spiritual or angelic, suffer with chronic illness or want to read an inspiring book on how to dig yourself out from the darkness and embrace the light, this really is the book for you! It is a message of healing, awakening and soul discovery.
I have had to change the way I represent the Spirit World and Angelic realms. I had to accept this new way of working and my goodness, do I love it! Especially being able to write in my PJ’s! I also teach and help many people on my YouTube channel under Nicky Alan from my bed. I have found ways to work as a light worker from my home and online which no doubt is the way forward in this current climate. It is also perfect for me as I manage my condition which is hugely volatile.
Part of our lesson in this life is to accept the challenges, embrace them with strength and focus, surrender to the change and make the best out of the adaption. I certainly have done this and I cannot wait for you to read my story as I know that it will inspire so many people to do the same.
So I will leave it there and do hope you will endeavour to read my little input in this crazy world. I also hope that as you read each page you will be transported to another space where you will realise miracles do happen and no matter what transpires in your life there are always invisible hands lifting you up and guiding you along x fact x
UK based Nicky is a born psychic medium coming from many generations before her. She officially started her psychic work 27 years ago. For eighteen years she was also a Major Investigation bereavement trained Police Detective who dealt with murder victim families and rape victims. She was medically retired in 2003 from an injury on duty and by public demand achieved a very high profile in the spiritual industry in 2005 to present day as a full time International TV psychic medium, writer and angel communicator.
Since 2003, she has been a freelance paranormal writer regularly published in mainstream spiritual magazines and has three columns, The Psychic Detective, Take a break’s Fate & Fortune, and Diary of a Psychic, Spirit and Destiny UK and Australia. She is also a resident writer in Haunted magazine.
She can currently be seen teaching and sharing her gift on her YouTube channel under Nicky Alan. She provides online PRISM LIVING spiritual learning courses.
She has also just finished her second book ‘You won’t leave me’ which is an ultimate guide to bereavement, recovery and spiritual reunion.
When she is not engaging in her passion to work you will find her walking her beloved dogs Ted and Mia on the beaches of South Devon.
M.E Myself and I: Diary of a Psychic is available to buy at Amazon, Barnes and Noble and at John Hunt Publishing.
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